because him...

he doesn't know

I have just myself and some tears at night. it too sad to i tell.... i miss you LOVE, where did all the love GONE?????

It's all because of me,  & everlasting thought of what all would never be. When i start to feel that

i’m not important to someone that i love.............i take the initiative to stay away, not to angry and grumble.. i just wanna you feel free wanna you be happy WITHOUT me..

So,when you feels that i’m quite far,  it doesn’t mean that i intentionally left you..

Maybe i just felt that you doesnt need me at all..

Now, i realize that I lost you, even before i got you,,

It’s hard to tell my mind to stop loving someone

when my heart STILL does.........

at 23.33  

I need someone

It's been so long since someone held my hand years have passed since my heart was broken and now i am healed.

 i am ready to someone and to love again

i need someone who would take me as i am

  who will see right through me.......................

 
i need someone who would always be here
who will stand by me against anybody...........

i need someone who would care who will 

take care of me like a baby.......................

 
i need someone who would treat me right
who will make me his princess or a fair lady

i need someone who would make me smile
who will make me happy every single day

 
i need someone who would always be loyal
who will not care about what anyone would say

i need someone who would love me unconditionally
who will say he loves me again and again.................

 
i need someone who would take my breath away
who will make me fall in love over and over again.

could i...........???

I wish i could show him what really is inside my heart,
but, i just have to hide it deep down inside my heart.

I wish i could show him just how very much i care about him,
but i know that i can NEVER show him just how very much i care.

 

I wish i could tell to him just how very much i love him,
but i know that i can NEVER TELL it all just how i love him so much.

I wish i could of told bout everything when i had the chance,
but i know that i will never have the CHANCE to tell him EVERYTHING .

I love him.
I love him so much.
I love him and i always will.... TRUST me.